靜觀其變

昨天,跟朋友出去買滑雪必需品

這應該不是我的第一次早上九點許出門購物,但絕對是第一次在英國這麼做

很珍惜和朋友的這一趟購物

原先,我真的有點埋怨我的朋友

因為男裝部在樓上,女裝部在樓下,他們一到那兒時,就撇下我上樓去了

不過,過了一會兒,我倒覺得其實被撇下,或許不是很差

自己也開始慢慢地看不同的褲子,慢慢地研究

從褲子到手套,滑雪鏡,帽子到看了,但是還是沒有試穿任何衣物

後來,朋友下來了一會兒,然後才開始試穿

終於決定了幾便宜,又比較合身的褲子

在英國啊,能和我身的畢竟不多,希望那件褲子能耐穿(因為有些便宜)

其實,有時候,真不知道,自己想要怎樣

但是,我想我的耐性又增加了,最近發覺自己少了立即發脾氣,而是會沉着一下,靜觀其變

塞翁失馬,焉知非福

和朋友之間又多了一番回憶

這是我目前每一天要珍惜及感恩的

Lost and Found

Lately, a lot of things has happened. I had lost my badminton racket last wednesday. Lately, I have been very careless. Left a lot of things behind. Sometimes, left my bible behind at home on the way to church; left my bible or something else behind after fellowship time; and i left badminton racket behind after attending lecture. I remember somebody said to me :" you have to be more careful, i cant always help you to take notice of your things. I might not in time to help you to collect." Actually what he meant is good. I knew that he was being kind and reminding to me. However, I was a little frustrated mainly maybe due to had been condemning myself all the time just before my friend speak that to me. I guess he was speaking it in other time, I would not got frustrated. Sometimes i find fear really creates anger, agitation, frustration in my heart. If i wasn't fear and been always condemn myself being a burden to people around me, i will not be so frustrated. Anyway, i do want to apologize for my friends that sometimes i could not just react quickly enough. I find that my reaction time is always slow, especially towards emotion management. I always need some time to digest before i can choose a suitable reaction towards a case. That will often much longer after the incident. Part of the reasons that i can remember very well what had happened in the past so clearly, i guess is because i do really always ponder about a case over and over again. Even just a short conversation with my friends. Anyway, i am glad that my friends who know me really understand me. May you guys allow me some time to adjust and to learn to overcome this. I sincerely thank all of you. Lastly, i should mention that, i have finally found my racket. It was handed over to Math general office. Praise God!