Lost and Found

Lately, a lot of things has happened. I had lost my badminton racket last wednesday. Lately, I have been very careless. Left a lot of things behind. Sometimes, left my bible behind at home on the way to church; left my bible or something else behind after fellowship time; and i left badminton racket behind after attending lecture. I remember somebody said to me :" you have to be more careful, i cant always help you to take notice of your things. I might not in time to help you to collect." Actually what he meant is good. I knew that he was being kind and reminding to me. However, I was a little frustrated mainly maybe due to had been condemning myself all the time just before my friend speak that to me. I guess he was speaking it in other time, I would not got frustrated. Sometimes i find fear really creates anger, agitation, frustration in my heart. If i wasn't fear and been always condemn myself being a burden to people around me, i will not be so frustrated. Anyway, i do want to apologize for my friends that sometimes i could not just react quickly enough. I find that my reaction time is always slow, especially towards emotion management. I always need some time to digest before i can choose a suitable reaction towards a case. That will often much longer after the incident. Part of the reasons that i can remember very well what had happened in the past so clearly, i guess is because i do really always ponder about a case over and over again. Even just a short conversation with my friends. Anyway, i am glad that my friends who know me really understand me. May you guys allow me some time to adjust and to learn to overcome this. I sincerely thank all of you. Lastly, i should mention that, i have finally found my racket. It was handed over to Math general office. Praise God!